Writing is how I solve and dissolve complex equations of heart and head. It is my personal commitment to revealing, as poetry has the ability to connect us to one another. We discover ourselves in words, unveiled and immersed in the precision of the present moment.
I have been writing to capture and process the details of my life since I was 11. The practice of poetry is my way-finding. It’s my guide. Distilling and illuminating the essence of a fixed moment in time, like a snapshot. The pure, concise extraction of an experience, like espresso.
In some way, it didn’t happen if I didn’t write about it.
In fact, my first book is called Writing For My Life and that title couldn’t be truer. Writing literally saved my life and helped me…find me, the real me. That book is far more to me than simply a collection of poetry. It’s a bridge. From my own experience to that of so many others.
Making myself vulnerable through these words has opened my eyes to the ways in which each of our stories are intertwined, coursing through one another. It’s not only the meaning, more the feeling that resonates between us. We are all of us writing for our lives.
Poems became the stepping-stones along my journey from fear to self- acceptance; shame to self-love; punishment to self-forgiveness; self-doubt to self-worth. I offer my heart to you with the hope that it serves as a compass to lead you back to yourself, and an invitation to find and trust your own voice.
reclaiming the lost pieces of me
in seven hours
we reached the desert
by morning
clear blue sky
and red rock wake us
move us
remove us from
the usual
we travel
to see what happens
elsewhere
to find the difference
in ourselves
inside another place
reordering the regular
giving order to what has gone before
call for what has passed
and what will come
mark this moment
my body goes back
into the healing
it sits
in a canyon
i never left
drops down into
unlimited time
this writing
this ancient meaning of movement
distracts the body
creates a space
for the silence
of making
yes
each day
i can do
one more thing
seven river crossings
bridge past to present
rising and falling
between breath and bone
the perfect landmark
lights up a landscape
i could only come from center
something to go back to
so rooted and close to earth
becoming whole is a profound secret
each day – let go
everything is at stake